Everyone here is stuck in the past.  Old relationships, hometowns, and hangups.  And I'm so utterly not, and I don't know how to deal with that.

I keep my hang-ups internal, and I have very few attachments to home.  I almost feel like an outsider because of that.  I have come to college and started life anew and no one else has.  What's that about?  I almost wish that I had made more friends in high-school just so I could be more homesick and bond with people over that.  I miss the feeling of missing home more than I miss home.  Sleep?  Also missed.  But I miss not having to explain myself more.  Though it is nice to have a chance to reinvent myself.  My past?  doesn't matter.  I only wish that others could let go of theirs as easily.